YouTube Videos Worth Watching

This is an unlisted playlist of videos from around YouTube that I think are thought-provoking and worth taking the time to watch. Topics range from politics to music to personal wellness and more. I add to this list periodically…

Videos Worth Watching on YouTube

I also have an unlisted playlist of videos from around YouTube about professional wrestling that I think are thought-provoking and worth watching. One of my favorite sayings is, “Everything is pro wrestling.” The more you understand how professional wrestling works, the better you’ll understand how things like politics, social media, marketing, etc. work…

Pro Wrestling Videos on YouTube

I Bought My Guitar By Gambling

It all started with the death of Dick Butkus.

(That is quite a name, now that I think about it.)

Dick Butkus was an American football player for the Chicago Bears from 1965 to 1973. He’s considered one of the toughest and most intimidating linebackers in NFL history.

(If you have a name that sounds like “dick butt-kiss” you have to be tough.)

Butkus had a successful career as a player, a commentator, and he even did some acting. He became a sports celebrity, especially to those of us in Chicago.

This story isn’t about Dick Butkus.

I’m not a gambler. I don’t know anything about parlays or over/under or whatever. I created an account on a gambling app a while back because a coworker was doing it and he kept talking about it and all the talk made me want to try it to see what it was all about.

I placed a $20 bet on the Chicago Bears to win the game they played right after Butkus died, joking that the spirit of Dick Butkus would guide them to victory.

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Be Yourself

I wrote another poem last night.

This work is titled, “Be Yourself” or “Screw You I’ll Attend an Alpaca Convention if I Want to

It’s written in anapestic tetrameter, the same meter as A Visit from St. Nicholas (or “Twas the Night Before Christmas“).

Don’t be afraid to be yourself. Write, make music, sing, dance, post a TikTok, play a sport, bake cakes… express yourself how you want, in a way that conveys your authentic self and makes you happy. If you’re not harming anyone and you’re enjoying your life the best you can, then forget the haters. Their words say more about them than they say about you.

☮️❤️👻🦞💀

Nostalgia

Things might be hard in the wilderness, but you know you can’t go back to Egypt.

The sun burns and blinds you for a while, but you can never return to Plato’s Cave. Sometimes we fool ourselves into thinking that we can.

And no, your favorite restaurant as a kid isn’t what you remember it to be, because you’re not that kid anymore. And that restaurant isn’t what it used to be either.

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Thoughts on No Kings Day

I was part of the crowd at my local No Kings Day protest on October 18. And I was happy to be involved in it. It was inspiring and motivating for me. And I have a few thoughts about the event.

Seeing so many people speak out against the corruption of the Trump regime was a good reminder that we’re not alone in this fight for freedom and justice. A message was sent, which prompted the president to post an A.I. video of himself wearing a crown and flying a jet while dumping excrement on American citizens.

I can’t believe I just wrote that sentence. Such is the state of the United States right now.

Clearly, our united voices got to him. That’s no surprise. But annoying our would-be dictator isn’t enough. No Kings Day was a success. We sent a message, but if all we do is have a giant block party every once in a while, it’s a message the government can and will easily ignore.

The real work still needs to be done.

We must push back against the false claims of the administration. Contact our elected officials with our concerns. Volunteer to help those in need. Use social media efficiently to convey the message. Support activist organizations and independent media. And, especially for white people like me, listen to the thoughts and concerns of people who are different than us, who have experiences we cannot understand fully, and who have perspectives gained through a struggle we’ve never had to endure.

Listen actively. Learn eagerly and humbly. Then get to work.

I’m not the guy to give advice about this. I’m here to learn and grow and stand for what’s true and right. What I really want to convey in this entry can be summed up in a single sentence…

If participating in No Kings Day is all you’ve done, you haven’t really done anything yet.

I Wasn’t Going to Write About…

I wasn’t going to write anything about Charlie Kirk, partly because this kinda thing isn’t new in the United States. Violence is the norm here, especially gun violence. And as you might know, Charlie’s murder wasn’t even the only school shooting that occurred that day. 

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Who Am I?

“Who am I?” stands as one of the iconic questions of philosophy, alongside “What is the meaning of life?” and “Is there a God?”

Philosophers throughout history have addressed this question. Rene Descartes suggested that our mind and thoughts are our true identity. John Locke’s criterion for personal identity was self-consciousness, which is the ability to reflect upon yourself. For Locke, possessing memories is what makes you certain of who you are. David Hume dismissed notions of having a “self,” arguing that what we think of as “the self” is nothing more than a bundle of perceptions. We take these perceptions and recombine them into meaning and substance based on our previous experience.

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Simple Life Advancement Plan

I call it the “S.L.A.P.” method.

SLAP your way to success!

(Actually I just made up that name as I’m writing this.)

I’m a martial arts instructor, but I am always first and foremost a student. My goal is to learn, and I like to share what I’ve learned with anyone interested in listening. As I’ve been working towards improving the quality of my life since my accident, I’ve come across a few simple but effective ways to help me achieve goals and improve myself and my life in small but meaningful increments. Here’s what I’ve found so far. If you’re interested in getting a SLAP to get yourself into gear, read on…

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Nightmares

I always had two distinct nightmares. One was a dragon who would fly down through the clouds and burn me up with his fire breath.

I always had that dream at home, every night.

On weekends I’d stay at my grandparents’ house, where I’d have a different recurring dream.

My weekend recurring nightmare was of giant ant-like creatures (well, “giant” as in the size of a large dog). They marched in formation like those ants who would steal picnic food in old Tom & Jerry cartoons. I’d be lying in my bed and hear them coming. The thumping of drums matched their steps, then they’d surround my bed (my nightmares were rather cinematic in retrospect). The leader bug had a mantis-like head and would stand at the foot of my bed and try to attack my feet (or something). I wasn’t sure what he was trying to do, but if you’re the kind of person who can’t sleep with their feet outside of the covers, you’ll understand the fear I had.

I’d always wake up screaming by that point.

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Wealthcare

We live in a world of memes. Of course his name is Luigi.

Do I see Luigi Mangione as a hero? Honestly, I don’t have enough information about him to determine what kind of person he is. Do I condone murder? No, not in general. And I generally don’t celebrate a person’s death.

I’m a peace-loving wannabe hippie type of guy. I’m no pacifist, but I believe in practicing understanding, compassion, and grace. I study and teach martial arts for self-protection and personal growth. I’m a Kumbaya / take two and pass / all you need is love kind of guy. So, the fact that I have zero remorse for a dead CEO gives me pause.

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Self-Improvement

How often do we look in the mirror and see things we don’t like? How often do we see things we wish we could change? Why do we feel this way? Who told us we aren’t good enough, or our lives lack value because something we see in the mirror doesn’t fit their criterion?

We’re told everyday how we should look by the media we consume: magazines, movies, television, Internet. Women have it worse, though I know I’ve had moments of self-doubt influenced heavily by the rock-hard six-pack abs I don’t have.

Truth is, healthiness doesn’t come in one size only. Happiness isn’t limited to one body type. People who tell us we’re not good enough are usually just trying to sell us something.

The magazine cover is lying to you: the airbrushed, digitally-altered person on the cover represents the unrealistic bar that has been set. It’s the carrot dangling in front of us that, regardless of how hard we try, we will never be able to reach.

Don’t let society’s conventional wisdom tell you who you should be. If you want to change something about yourself, do it because you want to be a better you, not because you aren’t “good enough,” and not because you need to live up to someone else’s arbitrary standards.

Anyway, here’s an unrelated gif of Neil Breen fighting a white tiger…

The Three Pillars

This is the basis of my martial arts journey, and, when my head is functioning properly, my life in general.

Martial arts is art, which is why it’s in the name. Art is communication, self-expression, and creativity. Over time, a life-long practitioner takes the fundamentals learned and their martial art becomes their own, based on both their personality and physical/emotional strengths and weaknesses. Running a kata or competing in a tournament is akin to the brush strokes of a painter finishing a portrait.

Martial arts is science, at least when one’s martial arts training is focused on practical, logical methods and techniques designed for efficiency. The human body only moves in certain ways. Understanding the biomechanics of the body and physics in general gives a practitioner a greater chance at success in self-defense or sport combat, as well as improve and maintain their health.

Martial arts is philosophy, and while personal views may differ, martial arts training that lacks a cognitive component lacks a reason behind the training. Martial arts functions with the paradox of learning violence to maintain peace, and, in my estimation, each practitioner needs to reconcile their training with their worldview. Martial arts has a deep history from which we can learn, and having a rational basis for why we train will help us become greater martial artists.

And as I said, this triad of art, science, and philosophy serves as the basis of my life in general, though I don’t always apply the principles consistently. 

Life should consist of creativity and expression. That’s one reason why I started learning how to create music. Life should be lived according to logic and reason. The better we are able to think and apply critical thinking, the greater our odds of living a quality life. And each of us has a worldview. Everyone is a philosopher. The only question is how good we are at doing philosophy. 

As Socrates said, “The unexamined life is not worth living for a human being.”

LOBSTEP!

Lobster Dubstep Dance Music

It’s been a while since I’ve done anything with this blog. A lot has happened in my life and I’m sure I’ll share some of it here.

For now, I’ll share some of the music I started making.

LOBSTEP is a genre I created because I’ve learned not to take myself too seriously and have fun. 🦞

Rules of Engagement

There are certain “rules of engagement” I do my best to follow when I am having a conversation, particularly with people who believe something I don’t. Keep in mind these are my own personal guidelines, and while I think they are good guidelines, I do not believe they represent everything that can be said about how to engage with other people in conversation. These rules serve as a solid starting point from which productive discussion in both business and personal relationships can exist:

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